I WISH

I wish I can turn back
so that I won't get hurt

I wish I can turn back
so that I don't have to cry

I wish I can turn back
so that I can change everything

I wish I can turn back
so that I don't have to think

I wish I can turn back
so that I can move on


I just wish...
and still wish...

Life

In this life, no one knows when we will be facing the biggest problem in our life. It's only the matter of time. Then we'll be having difficulty in sharing it either family, closest friends or anyone. At this time, we only need support, courage & advice...not to be left alone, facing the problems by ourselves. Space & time will be needed to reassemble & relocate ourselves back to reality. How long will it takes? How to overcome this? How to go thru all the sadness?

My Heart Will Go On

TMK Class

Today I've learnt to create new functions in my blog. I've created this blog few years ago but have no time to update and touch up my blog. Looks like I have time in this class to amend & deco it. Hopefully I can continue postings & update this blog from time to time. Thank you to my lecturer, En Hamzah for his lecture... I love this class!!

CNY Holiday

It's tiring but satisfying!! After few days of preparation, tomorrow, all four of us will be off to Pangkor!! It's something that I'm looking forward to. A'isyah & Daniel really excited about Pangkor. It's supposed to be a surprise advanced wedding anniversary gift to my hubby but Umi accidentlly told Auntie Chah about it in front of him. But still, he only knew about the place just now. I've booked this place since last Dec, in order to celebrate our 9th wedding anniversary eventhough our anniversary is a month away. He won't be around on that specific day due to Umrah with my mother in law & her sister. Hope everything goes well tomorrow for 3 days 2 nights vacation. See you in Pangkor!!

Expectation

As a human, we always want more...everything that we already had, was not enough. The desire of getting more and more are always there. I am surrounded with beautiful and lovely people, but I still want more..I want more attention, participation, and commitment from others. Am I too greedy? Am I too persuasive? Something for me to think about...

Pulau Sibu Camping

Today I went to IPPM for PE meeting. A camp will be held on 27th-30th May 2011 at Pulau Sibu, Mersing Johor. The agenda was to elect the committee members for the camp & plan the activities. Unfortunately, I was elected as Vice-Chairman!! Something that I haven't dream of for my entire life!! My goodness!! I'm scared actually with the activity mentally & physically. Really hope I can manage to be a good leader for this group of 66 people!! Next meeting will be held on March. This time we have to gather together with lecturers & Director of IPPM!! Please help me ya Allah!!